ive come this far.

oops, i did it again... this the second time i fell asleep accidentally while using the laptop on my bed, and in my sleep i kicked the laptop off the bed, landed in quite an awkward position... thankfully its still all right. ive been tired lately.

Whats up? this blog is so dead. i thought it should be better when im away over here, but its the other way round. really, it seems like i have slacked off from life.
basically that means, life here getting more boring and meaningless.

time really flies. by the end of this week, i would have been here for 2 months already!
its like oh my gosh, i look back and realise that so many days has passed since i last did a certain thing or another, and i wonder where has all the time in between went to. seriously, this monotony and monochromity of my life here has destroyed the value and essence of time.
maybe a to-do list with deadlines would do me alot of good.


this is especially so when a week is no longer a cycle, but a string of undifffentiated days interlinked with other weeks, each being 7 days long. ie, a week is now merely a unit of time measurement.

recent events?

halloween horror nights at universal studios! ticket was rather expensive and not worth considering we spent half the time waiting in queue to get into the attraction, especially for SAW which took almost an hour. the random movies skit was really good though. a very different experience, but i wouldnt say its very good. i would choose disney hollywood studios over it.

Give Kids the World halloween party, at GKTW village. i really like the village, it has the very fairy taleish and kiddy feel but that is different from magic kingdom. that was a volunteer activity i have to do to write about it in my assignment (so lame, making it compulsory to volunteer). i think the party and the task i did during the event was boring. party was too short and not enough meaning. my task... just picking up bean bags so that the next kid can throw again. haha. but to tell the truth, i think the GKTW village is a very nice place that i would love to spend more time at. if only there would be better activities...

spotlight on fairytale weddings, learning opportunity. this time not held at disney university, but at the wedding pavilion. great opportunity to explore the neigbouring area to the magic kingdom. never knew this side of it, and realised it is extremely beautiful - the Grand Floridian resort, the wedding pavilion and the surroundings. it was a good time for some quiet reflection and relaxation, sitting on the floating bench and sleeping under an umbrella on the beach. its a very dreamy place to get married, but you really gotta be dreaming when the cost could come up to like $100,000!

looking at the time ahead, things arent seeming to get better. i am still getting the worst schedules ever like the past 3 weeks. everyday i work the closing or near-closing shifts, and is always only 6 hours per day. its like already going into mid november! surely it should be busier now! surely there must be some other factor somewhere, messing it all up. i am getting sick and tired of this crappy schedules.
and then also came the big disappointment about not being able to go for the royal caribbean cruise to Bahamas, when some of my friends are, and most have gone already.

this program is a school of hard knocks. hopefully the knocking awakes me to good purpose, and not injuring me instead. as revealed during the reflection, the opportunities gone and regrets i have during this program is just like a handful of stones from the wedding pavilion tossed into the lake, with still so much more remaining.