last hurdle

the last project/presentation for the semester is over! now i have 6 exam papers coming up, the nearest one just 4 days away! really man.. projects this semester had been ongoing throughout, and when its finally all cleared, i have hardly any time left before the exams. i gotta crash course now... fortunately 2 of them are rather minor papers.

well, the projects this semester has been.. harder would say. and compared to last sem, my projects scores have been lower. even after reduction. but despite the increased workload, i felt so much less stressed than last sem, and projects were not so much a chore. all because of - the people i work with. yes they may be less competent than those in the previous group, but i dont have to put up with all the social politics and prejudice i faced previously. we get along better, so i feel more motivated to cooperate with them, and our communication is also better. and communication is a key factor to teamwork.
indeed now i see how God is putting me through many learning experiences. just hope that next time the people i work with would be more compatible. but if theyre not, ill get to learn yet another something new.

i believe God has still much more in plan for me. so much more to teach me. and now i feel He is teaching me to hear His voice, which i still have problems with. but i want to learn, find out and experience it myself. then it will be a genuine and lasting ability.

now its time for full time mugging.. hopefully! discipline. 17 more days before its the long holidays again! theres so many things i wanna do during the holidays this time. so much in plan, though not all may come to pass. cant wait for the holidays! but leave my excitment for when it really comes.
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