update 16/1

Ok today i shall practice verbal diarrhea. my posts normally take more than 40 mins to write. must master the skill of verbal diarrhea to save time. so im gonna time myself. her goes..

so the past few days have been.. boring. study study study. but its so rushed. therrw hardly enoug time. before that all projects then summore got 1 more project not even started when my new term started. so alot of time taken off my studies. after the 2 week break for christmas only got 3 weeks more then exam alr. how they expect me to study sia. christmas time is for celebration.. so yea i tried getting into the festive mood which can be done only by FORGETTING about sudies during that time. syudies are a real killjoy. and now im short of time. 5 subjects exams. can cover all la. but no time after that for practice and 2nd round. dunno if whatever i studies actually stayed inside. God grant me a brain like clayey soil... hah.

today went to school early in the morning just for 2 hours of exam. sian. sleepy. last night couldnt sleep well. since joel is at some leader camp enjoying himself i tot i wanna try his bed. joel i hope u dun mind. then halfway i woke up.. wa.. so uncomfortable. dunno y. maybe cos he doesn have a bolster so i can only lean on 1 side. then i had this feeling like i never had before, like im very tired and wanna sleep but somethign is just preventing me from sleeping everytime. its a sort of discomfort but not so much of physical. aiya duno how to explain la. and that giant ayumi poster hanging over me.. very scary. haha jkjk. ok back to the exam. ya i was tired. couldnt really think properly. and the exam was on CRITICAL REASONING skills! arrgh. sure enough, i think i picked the wrong qn. so hard to write la. after i wrote halfway i realised. i picked it cos the others had strong opposing points or is unclear. but this.. may be worse. my points were in my head, but just cant explain it well. i was so unconvinced by my own arguments. bad bad bad. i dunno if i could have done better if i wasnt so tired. maybe not. blame joel's uncomfortable bed. haha.

never mind.. 2 more weeks and ill be FREE!! for 2 months! i dunno what im gonna do. try find job but with my qualification level i can only get lousy jobs. maybe ill try working in church! or join in serve again for a few sessions. haha could be fun. ohh and im going melbourne on 17 feb. wheeeeeee!!! whahah. ok that was siao. but i guess this time is realy gonna be a different experience. beeen a long time since i went free n easy. the 1st and only time before was in NZ and i was only 5 then. cant rmb much. its so nice to not be bound by the schedules and programs of the itienaries, just go wherever u want at whichever time. spend more time at a place u like and skip all those borring places like temples and museums (like in vietnam n tailand visit soo many temples. borrrrring.) im more interested in natural stuff. maybe melbourne doesn have so much of that. its an urban jungle. well see how it goes.

i better get back into the mood for study.. i still haven got that drive like i did for my previous sem just before the exams.. noo cannot fail anything. die die cannot. so far i havent la. lowest record is 58, and its for a 35% weightage test!! ouch. scientists should come up with a study pill, that can make us want to study and love the books like a girlfriend, just as ivan does. wahahaha. that will be the greatest motivator to study. and yes i think i will buy that. as long as it doesn turn me obsessive.
ok my books are calling. i still dun feel like responding, but for the sake of my exams, i shall. (the end)

yay my timing is .. 22 mins! very much faster than normal. but i guess the quality difference is obvious. maybe ill try semi solid next time. haha.